Paranoid

Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane because I am not frowning all the time
All day long I think of things
but nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind
if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me? Occupy my brain
Oh yeah
I need someone to show me the things in
life that I can't find
I can't see the things
that make true happiness,
I must be blind
Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal
And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life I wish
I could but it's too late