Figure.09
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts
And the pain attached to them
Sometimes i wonder why this is happening
Its like nothing i can do will distract me when
I think of how i shot myself in the back again
Cause from the infinite words i could say
I put all the pain you gave to me on display
But didn't realize
Instead of setting it free
I took what i hated and made it a part of me
[it never goes away]
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from what i've done
I've given up a part of me
I've let myself become you
Hearing your name the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I'd see you in every thought i had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And i knew as they escaped away i was
Committing myself to them and every day I
Regret saying those things cause now i see that I
Took what i hated and made it a part of me
[it never goes away]
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from what i've done
I've given up a part of me
I've let myself become you
Get away from me
Gimme my space back / you gotta just go
Everything comes down to memories of you
I've kept it in but now i'm letting you know
I've let you go
And now
You've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate myself from what i've done
I've given up a part of me
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become you
I've let myself become lost inside these
Thoughts of you
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you
